Been Awhile !!!!!!!!!!!!

Its been awhile since I have last posted
but that's okay
I've been busy with
the move and all

it seems as though my days piggyback each other
override
too much to do
and only one of me
my kids are great helpers and light for this dingy path
I could not have asked for this great of a gift

I will finally be free
from the hell jail of this
horrid place I've called home for so long
after all no one really cares
as long as they don't have to be the
ones to help ;
" Oh call me "
"no problem"
they seem to think I really
am that dense, to
believe that they
even do care
I just nod and go on,
as if I have ever really
believed

Thank God,
I have now gotten rid of all of the broken plates and empty apologies
I am free
its liberating
to know
that I can now live the life
freely.

I almost feel as though I have
been trapped in some horrible
kidnapping fiction novel.
where the man brainwashes the woman to believe
he is the one she need
ha!

To live
but he don't tell her that he had other women
in some other cities
with the same kind of damage done

I just hope that this job and school don't get the best of me,

maybe it will be better

I guess I could always move to a hippy commune and live
there.

they all
LOVE ya

maybe i just need to shut up
maybe i just need to finish my book and work

maybe ill
just be hopeful and trudge on this path a bit more than i have plannnd
afterall
it isnt that long a year away from europe maybe,
ill fiund a housse in italy and stay forever there and eat pasta and get maarried to righ old man
to take care of me

that wouldnt be so bad
Yes it would im young free and somewhat happy
ill be ok now that ive said all of this

I'll feel better too
after i have walked to had out theese pamplets for
kingsport
cleaner enviroment
yeah right.
We have eastman here,
Are they joking?

It's totally impossible for this old town to
be clean ever..

Not even if we really
wanted it.

Well, that's all from me for now
i hope this is better
somehow than before
it is just me
no big deal


Love Ginna